Thursday, January 7, 2016

TO LOVE MYSELF MORE WHEN I REACH 34.

It was never an easy journey of my 33 years. I always take the wrong decisions, I always worry, I always want to go back, restart and just forget about everything.

I am always disappointed with how I carry myself, with how I let myself be treated unfairly by others. Maybe because I always think that Karma will always avenge me. But no. Maybe in my world, karma can be bribed, karma is blind and karma is unfair.

Yesterday I had mini-cries (around 6, i think) from morning to evening. paranoia is eating up my brain, clouding up my judgement, strengthening my unreasonable heart, empowering the drama queen inside me. what is wrong, netchaii?

COUNT THE BLESSINGS.

before i drown with my weak soul and result in a very awkward suicide, the good netchaii in me wants to look back and count the blessings. Lets see.


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